Attention seeker

Why does it bother me that no one reads my blog? All the millions of other peons out there seem content to be writing to an audience of sixteen people who probably flick off the page the moment they realise it isn't porn.
I mean, in one sense, I am writing publically, and why would I do this if I didn't want attention, kudos? But then I don't want my friends to know about or read this because I like having somewhere seperate from my normal life. So in some ways this is a private blog, but in other ways it couldn't be any less private.
Not that (as regular readers will know) I reveal much on these posts. Today I was asked by my Mum's boyfriend if he could read my blog. I said no. Yet surely I should be encouraging as much traffic as possible? Ultimately I guess I don't want people to judge me on anything other than the time I spend with them. If they read my thoughts they might think of me differently. Like some neurotic geek.
But hey, I am a neurotic geek. I have to wear glasses to drive and everything.

Anyhows, I have been reinspired to commit myself to this blog. Even the biggest blogs like...ermm....that one that got someone fired...started out from such humble beginnings. I think two people visit here every day. And it is my duty to make them slightly more pleased than if they had stumbled on a blog written in Spanish (of which there seem to be alot). So once again, there is a great picture for you all, and also a thought.

“Real women don’t have flushes, they have power surges.”
Australian physician and author, Sandra Cabot

Thanks to memorablequotes.com for that. Its certainly enriched my day. Flush.